Week 12: These Letters in a Row

These letters in a row I place
They are no accident, but their reasons
Are ants slipping through cracks
Escaping from the desert sun

This line is only an acquaintance
She knows me better than I know her
She bats her eyelashes from afar
And I may do naught but write her

With every word I scrawl
I am whittled into a new shape
I am a creature of the creation
It has made me more than I have made it

Again, these letters in a row I place
They are no accident, but their reasons
Are ants vanishing through fissures
Hiding from the glowing moon

Author’s Notes:

This poem is definitely on the more self-reflexive, pretentious side, but it feels like a good description of the creative process to me, both in doing this project and in other things like my day job. Obviously, I am the one making the stuff, but it’s not something that I feel like I have much control over, even though from an external perspective I do. When I make something good, I usually feel lucky more than I feel accomplished.

The line about being a “creature of the creation” reminds me of my favorite book, Frankenstein by Mary Shelley.

Favorite Line(s):
Are ants vanishing through fissures
Hiding from the glowing moon

Least Favorite Line:
She bats her eyelashes from afar


Week 11: A Difficult Day

An orange cat is draped awkwardly across my lap
purring as he cuts off the circulation of blood
to my legs, and my feet begin to tingle, but
I don’t move because now he is asleep and
I don’t want to bother him after he has had,
no doubt,
such a difficult day.

Author’s Notes:

This one took three minutes to write, which is by far the fastest of any so far. It’s sort of a different style than I’ve done up to now, with a more sentence-like feeling. The stanzas are sort of arbitrary, which feels like cheating, but it’s a style that I’ve seen before so it must be ok. Writing a poem about a cat also feels like cheating.

Favorite Line:
‘no doubt,’

Most Unruly Line:
‘to my legs, and my feet begin to tingle, but’


Week 10: Even on Wednesdays

Cold dawn, groggy good morning hellos
muddled consonants and misshapen vowels
eyes barely open, hair blading loosely down your cheek
water dancing in the kettle, lazy pirouette of steam

Sitting down for breakfast, you beside me
standing beneath icicles, catching their drips
thawing our cheeks in the shadow of a volcano
washing our feet in the panama sea
together, because we are the very same thing

I know you like ten thousand years knows a second
like lightning knows every crack in the sky
like a bird on a branch knows a song
on Wednesdays—even on Wednesdays
even when I forget that I know, I still know
even on Wednesdays, I know I love you so.

Author’s Notes:

I’m normally against using the word love in a poem (because it both seems too easy and it’s just not a thing I’d do), but in this case I convinced myself that using the cutesy, sweet little rhyme at the end was like adding frosting to a cupcake rather than dumping a bowl of sugar into that horrible Oreo Salad stuff that people bring to potlucks.

Favorite Line:
‘standing beneath icicles, catching their drips’

A Line that I Like, but Almost Cut:
‘water dancing in the kettle, lazy pirouette of steam’

p.s. I didn’t capitalize Panama because it looked bad capitalized. I’m rationalizing this decision by claiming in this case ‘panama’ is an adjective that is describing a sea, rather than a proper noun referring to a sea near Panama. My road, my rules.


Week 9: In and Out

Candles trade their wax for a faithless mistress
A match lives only to burn itself into ash

I can remember cold Julys and molten Januarys
Veiled days and moonlit midnights
Morning fogs that glowed so bright they blinded
Stars that forgot their names and fell from their constellations

Existence weaves in and out of nothingness
All things contradict themselves in time

Matches snap unlit upon the strike
Waxes submerge their own protean flames
I contradict myself with every breath
and every breath with the very next one.

Author’s Notes:

I’m not sure what I think of this one. It’s trying to say something broader and more assertive than I usually prefer (I’m suspicious of poems that try to act wise or teach some sort of lesson) but the whole theme of this poem is self-negation and contradiction, so that’s probably ok.

The word protean is an awful and obscure word to use, but for some reason, I decide that this is a pretentious enough poem that it deserves a pretentious word.

Favorite Line:
Stars that forgot their names and fell from constellations

Most Cringeworthy, Pretentious Line:
Waxes submerge their own protean flames


Week 8: Barbed Wire Fences

Be careful
The world is not as besotted with you as I am

The skies may look on you kindly today,
but they would watch you flail if you were struck

Watch your feet and the hem of your dress
Avoid crossing barbed wire fences
Do not engage in any risky plots or wild undertakings

I will be waiting for you one day at sundown
You will find me crouched behind the hedgerow
We’ll whisper our goodbyes, and then
we can dodge the spotlights together.

Author’s Notes:

I like the drama of this one. I didn’t really have a setting in mind for it, but just now when I was reading the line, ‘the skies may look on you kindly today,’ it made me think of a drone. So maybe it’s set in Gaza, or the West Bank, or somewhere else in the middle east. Or maybe it’s set further back, in a concentration camp in Poland. Or maybe it’s set in a YA dystopian novel. Impossible to say.

Favorite Line:
Avoid crossing barbed wire fences

A Line that I Like, but I think is slightly too Long:
Do not engage in any risky plots or wild undertakings


Week 7: An Ordinary Thing

A heartbeat is a normal thing
circulating blood through the body
delivering oxygen to depleted cells
aiding in the endless struggle against viruses and bacteria
and flushing toxins away without judgment

A heartbeat is an ordinary thing

Author’s Notes:

It’s Valentines Day, so I did a heart themed poem this week. It’s interesting that hearts are considered a symbol for love—the logic feels intuitive, but I’m curious if this is a symbol that exists in other cultures. Having a heartbeat is certainly a universal human experience.

This poem is on the short side. It was a busy week, and sometimes poems are short.

Favorite Line:
A heartbeat is an ordinary thing

Most Unwieldy Line:
aiding in the endless struggle against viruses and bacteria